I want to fly and disover my real Self away from this IIT YUCK life

Can a part of life be felt that we want to taste at one or other phase of our life? But then due to social constraints we get back to the artificial life we are living. Can we ever be real? Can there be anyone to really understand me. me and ME ?

I want to break free and start a new life from an unknown place in unknown crowd where I can be alone and restrict all without any restriction in my life. I want NO limitations. I want to run away and feel for me & think (something for me) ! I want to go ages back. I want to live again. I want to loose my memory. I want to start all afresh with no one around. Hey, do this miracle to me but, BUT care for people I care and forgive the one I don't like. Dunno ever try to mend them as evil is always the Winner. But someone help me to loose all in my brain n heart so that I can free my life of the chains and bonds that hold me from being myself. I want to kill all my emotions & feelings. Someone make that happen in me. Please PLEASE help me to live, to grow and to be alone. Just one last wish. No one cry without me. Not even a single tear or a thought or an aching heart for me. I want all to forget me.

Vanish the name. I don't want to be a part of this world. I want to be only myself. Why should I not be what I want to be? I want no material things, only myself. Rest all is assured in me.

Help me to cease to exist for all. Gimme the strength; the dedication and meditating powers, gimme the powers of spirits, Vardanas of God(s), strength in evil, blood of ice cold water. Gimme bones of diamond and skin of soil. Gimme vacuum to breath and vacuum to eat. Help me to forget how to feel and make my hands of iron and nails like scissors. Gimme eyes of emerald and take my heart. replace THE heart with a motor.

No one will use me again or make me alone again. Make me so lonely. Take me away from where I am. Take me to a new place. Super powers of the world (who can do any damn thing); take me from here. I don't want this life (but life). Take me to the worst phase. If this is the worst make me ALONE and lemme be where no one knows me. Take my sleep and power to tire.

With hands raised... I call the super powers of the whole to come and help me to be away from here.

...waiting to be me. THE LONE EAGLE (Sehgal)

I WANT TO BREAK FREE

p.s. The article is in search of someone who can brain drain me to be where I want to be!