you...just you

Them thoughts ....that are constantly with me....you and just you you in all vagueness, stirred within me, Those dormant dreams“an awakening from within That restlessness, that incomplete feeling, And, knowing now that ”you“ are there. At times, just knowing is enough, However much one might think, ”Knowing at times can be more fulfilling, Words would not be able to describe, “that knowing” Funny though, using the word “love” Makes me feel I belittle the very concept, For when its there, “its there”, Need we put it in words. Words all have meanings, Meanings too have meanings within, And so the search goes on endlessly For the very “meaning” do we ever get it right? Endless as we travel through the phases, There are times we are with, and a time without, We thought life would be impossible to be with, And yet when we live without, we live on. So there is this, and there is next, We jump to conclusions, even before we arrive to one. Thinking that its time, When there was a lot left to decide. When is the right time, I will never be able to figure this out, For with me always it has been, Maybe the time was not right. “Tis said god is the answer to it all, But one spends life after life looking for one, God that is within, is god eventually Your god, or my god, is simply ”god” Someone gives the other so much, But then the other, has to have The capacity and the strength, To accommodate within How much more can be written, Endless as it may seem, Or repetitive as it becomes, Words will be always words Meanings are those that are within Words will always fail to impress, For pre-defined notions, are, Those give words their meanings.